sometimes, i do think i think too much. totally not good. life is so much simpler when u have much lesser to think about seriously. guess i just have to leave it all to fate. I am a firm believer of fate and i think everything that happens in life is based on fate. 'shen si zu ding' is what i believe in. whether we live or die is all up to fate, whether we are successful or not is up to fate. This is because life is unfair, some ppl are jus borned lucky. but of course, there are somethings that you need to do, like study hard cos even fate cant help you if you get lousy results in university, unless u are really 1 hell of a lucky person. sigh. spent my day playing mahjong after tuition. tuition was ok i guess. though my student isnt very good at math. he makes silly mistakes and alot of unnecessary steps. i really fear for him when he goes for his exams this coming october. he really needs loads and loads of math practice. There is so much a teacher can do, the rest is up to the student. If he doesnt wanna help himself, then no one can help him. i almost died when he asked me how to find ln y = 0.03. and a similar thing happened today. i hate indices too, adding powers, multiplication of powers and whatever. i rmbr i suck at it in school but i was still good enough to do the questions, only needing a little more time to solve them. lucky for me, numbers came to me naturally which is why i didnt need alot of practice to be good at math. alot of time to focus on the humanities. now come uni, humanities are now out of the equation, not totally out but majority on the sciences which i have interest in.
mahjong was not bad. 3 winners only 1 loser. haha. won $5 though. im still uber noob at it. but i guess im improving. haha. need to work on new strategies. haha. today is a sat night and im rotting it away at home. emo nemo. haha. i sense alot of weekend nights spent like this in the near future. totally not good. need to have some life and find some friends to go out with. but what to do, school environment has already forced me to have a small circle of friends.
im quite happy that im blogging more often now. *imaginary high five* at least i have something to do when im bored, or something to rant to when im feeling down, something to share to when im feeling happy. or of course to blog some retarded thought if i have something to share. most of them are emo and very mature statements. i guess its literally talking to the computer. i wonder who will ever stumble upon my blog, except my sis who might use my computer.
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