just stop thinking

haha.. i cant stop thinking. i dunno if its a good or bad thing. but yea i do think too much. dun really like it. life is much simpler when u just dont think. jiaqi was telling me she thinks too much too. hmm. i dunno what happen to her in the past but i guess it must have been some guy kinda screwed up her life. i haven been successful in asking her out. i dunno if she's being hard to get or there simply is nothing going on. LOL. see samuel, thinking too much again. haha. i think i have a gift for reading ppl, just like my mum. i can tell the personality of a person from the subtle things they do. and also what they mean from their small little actions or even in the way of how the reply messages. but the thing with jiaqi is. I CANT READ HER OMG. sometimes she feels dam nice and caring, but sometimes, especially during the day she just seems to reply dam slowly and nt really giving a shit. haha. mann i jus hate it when i cant read ppl. mayb im like twilight'shaha.. i cant stop thinking. i dunno if its a good or bad thing. but yea i do think too much. dun really like it. life is much simpler when u just dont think. jiaqi was telling me she thinks too much too. hmm. i dunno what happen to her in the past but i guess it must have been some guy kinda screwed up her life. i haven been successful in asking her out. i dunno if she's being hard to get or there simply is nothing going on. LOL. see samuel, thinking too much again. haha. i think i have a gift for reading ppl, just like my mum. i can tell the personality of a person from the subtle things they do. and also what they mean from their small little actions or even in the way of how the reply messages. but the thing with jiaqi is. I CANT READ HER OMG. sometimes she feels dam nice and caring, but sometimes, especially during the day she just seems to reply dam slowly and nt really giving a shit. haha. mann i jus hate it when i cant read ppl. mayb im like twilight's edward. sian mayb i shld jus dao and forget about her. it sucks to be the 1 initiating all the time. but easier said than done. nevertheless some things jus HAVE TO BE DONE.

blogger is giving me problems. cant frigging login via firefox. i have no idea whats happening to it too. now im using IE to actually login. sth which i haven used in months. tomorrow is mechanical engineering freshmen camp. dam lazy to pack for it. and i dun have sunblock. cant believe i forgot to buy it yesterday when i was at bukit panjang plaza. mayb i shld take a walk to limbang or yewtee to buy it later. i love taking walks. i think walking provides me with the time for me to really be alone, gives me time to think about what im gonna do, gives me time to reflect about life. lol. sometimes i think im too mature for my age. which isnt good at all.

today was a crap morning. first i forget to turn off my lights b4 i went to sleep, that kinda screwed my sleep for about 2-3 hours. had to wake up at 5 to turn it off. then zhi wei had to call me and ask me if i wanted to go out. i told him 'see first' which is my form of a 'no'.

this post is way overdue thanks to blogger keep screwing up.. zzzz.. im too lazy to continue it. i'll jus post whatever ive typed. :)